Thursday, April 29, 2010

Get Back Up

*sigh* Ever felt that sometimes you just keep falling and falling and still falling until finally you hit the ground so hard that you felt hopeless? Well, i know the feeling. Everytime you tried to motivate yourself to get back up. Put in MORE effort. Straighten things up. The heavier the burden became. Even worse when you realize that u've actually made things worst, more complicated. Cold.Useless.Hopeless.Undeniable unbrilliant.CompletetlyZero. Thats the feeling.

If you have ever come through this phase...well, here's a piece of advice...GET BACK UP QUICKLY EVERYTIME YOU FALL. DONT TAKE TOO MUCH TIME DWELLING ON THE PROBLEMS. RECTIFY AND PROCEED. AND ALWAYS ALWAYS NEVER FORGET TO PERFORM THE 5 TIME PRAYERS. Those are what my Mom always told me.

So, lets move on and keep up the spirits yall!!! =)


SUCCESS IS A JOURNEY AS WELL AS A DESTINATION AND THE ROAD IS ALWAYS UNDER CONSTRUCTION

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Cold hard slap

And so the rookie blogger story begins with the Empire State of Mind.

Being in the so called Professional line, they say we should always ACT like a professional. As if theres no emotions involve. Everything is purely WORK. Nothing else. Push everything else aside. At least that was what i thought.

I remembered a very long time ago, I used to hate the way people of high profession carry themselves. Heads up high, stern face, so stuck up as if they are the only ones who know-it-all. Neatly pressed clothes. Well-polished shoes, not even a single missed spot. And not to forget always the similar professional smile spreads across the face. Not too wide not too tight.

As much as i admire the great confidence they showed off, I cannot push away the thought that these people are actually hiding behind all these perfections. HYPOCRYTES!! Since then i've promised myself never to become like that EVER. Never to hide my imperfections. I am who I am. =D

Years have passed and i've gotten to know a lot of those whom i've once labeled as HYPOCRYTES and I am very much ashamed to admit that I myself have turned out to be exactly one of THEM. The saddest part is that I didnt even notice it until things started to go wrong. Everyting went wrong. I felt as if my life is stumbling down the hills i've climbed. At that point when I realize, it came as a cold hard slap right to my face. All these while I was wrong to judge. Too quick to judge.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

First Post

a rookie blogger story?? whats that?? haha...uhum2 ... testing2..