Sunday, September 5, 2010

Doa Seorg Kekasih




"Jika mahu mendapatkan yang soleh, kurangkan agenda menCARI si Soleh, tetapi berusahalah menJADI yang solehah. Jika inginkan yang solehah, janganlah cerewet menCARI yang solehah, tetapi berusahalah menJADI yang soleh. Bertemu yang solehah, solehahnya dia belum tentu kekal. Bertemu yang soleh, solehnya boleh berubah..kerana si soleh dan si solehah adalah insan biasa"

Friday, September 3, 2010

Robert Frost's

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

MASALAHNYER..MANE SATU NAK PILIH :((

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

contradictions


sepi dalam keramaian..
terjaga dalam mimpi..
murung dalam kegembiraan..
tangisan dalam suka..

Monday, July 19, 2010

Its so Easy if i'm heartless




In the darkness, I felt the icy breeze on my face as I kept on falling. I prayed that i will hit the bottom SOON so that PAIN wont linger no more.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Salahkah aku?

Disturbing thoughts.

Was it wrong of me to have done what I did? All these while I couldn't help but felt very much depressed each time I think about it. That mustn't be a GOOD sign. :(

What's wrong with giving and not expecting anything in return?
What's wrong with spending for the benefit of others?
What's wrong with showing love to others more than they do to you?
What's wrong with being nice to people even though they treat you like dirt?
What's wrong with trying to forget the past painful events and try to stand up for what I believe in instead?

I couldn't shake off our conversation on the phone yesterday. You told me I SHOULD NOT ACT THAT WAY because people will take advantage of me. It was like "BEWaRE! EVERYONE OUT THERE ARE EVIL AND SELFISH. ONLY USE OTHERS FOR THE BENEFITS OF THEMSELVES" to you. And that I should always put myself first.

Another one told me that relationship with people should always be a two-way thing, where you have to GIVE AND RECEIVE. He said there has to be MUTUAL RESPECT. If you keep GIVING IN and GIVE GIVE GIVE most of the time, then that person is no friend to you.

Knowing that you are actually trying to give me advice, I didn't dare to speak up. All I could do was wept silently. How could you think such thoughts? Such meanful thoughts... But thinking about it...was people really taking advantage? Is it true people are that mean to that extent to USE PEOPLE to achieve what they want? Sangatlah menyedihkan if that is true =(

Friday, May 14, 2010

Gloomy Day

14-May-2010.
Woke up to a gloomy morning. Not feeling so good. Wish that everyday and everything are not as complicated as it is.




*CAN WE PRETEND THAT AIRPLANES IN THE ARE LIKE SHOOTING STARS...I COULD REALLY USE A WISH RIGHT NOW*

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Get Back Up

*sigh* Ever felt that sometimes you just keep falling and falling and still falling until finally you hit the ground so hard that you felt hopeless? Well, i know the feeling. Everytime you tried to motivate yourself to get back up. Put in MORE effort. Straighten things up. The heavier the burden became. Even worse when you realize that u've actually made things worst, more complicated. Cold.Useless.Hopeless.Undeniable unbrilliant.CompletetlyZero. Thats the feeling.

If you have ever come through this phase...well, here's a piece of advice...GET BACK UP QUICKLY EVERYTIME YOU FALL. DONT TAKE TOO MUCH TIME DWELLING ON THE PROBLEMS. RECTIFY AND PROCEED. AND ALWAYS ALWAYS NEVER FORGET TO PERFORM THE 5 TIME PRAYERS. Those are what my Mom always told me.

So, lets move on and keep up the spirits yall!!! =)


SUCCESS IS A JOURNEY AS WELL AS A DESTINATION AND THE ROAD IS ALWAYS UNDER CONSTRUCTION

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Cold hard slap

And so the rookie blogger story begins with the Empire State of Mind.

Being in the so called Professional line, they say we should always ACT like a professional. As if theres no emotions involve. Everything is purely WORK. Nothing else. Push everything else aside. At least that was what i thought.

I remembered a very long time ago, I used to hate the way people of high profession carry themselves. Heads up high, stern face, so stuck up as if they are the only ones who know-it-all. Neatly pressed clothes. Well-polished shoes, not even a single missed spot. And not to forget always the similar professional smile spreads across the face. Not too wide not too tight.

As much as i admire the great confidence they showed off, I cannot push away the thought that these people are actually hiding behind all these perfections. HYPOCRYTES!! Since then i've promised myself never to become like that EVER. Never to hide my imperfections. I am who I am. =D

Years have passed and i've gotten to know a lot of those whom i've once labeled as HYPOCRYTES and I am very much ashamed to admit that I myself have turned out to be exactly one of THEM. The saddest part is that I didnt even notice it until things started to go wrong. Everyting went wrong. I felt as if my life is stumbling down the hills i've climbed. At that point when I realize, it came as a cold hard slap right to my face. All these while I was wrong to judge. Too quick to judge.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

First Post

a rookie blogger story?? whats that?? haha...uhum2 ... testing2..